where do i stand: i wrote this in honor of my home town ABYEI

Where do i stand,
when my fate is not in my hand,
sinking sand ,
the currernt state of my once soaring spirit,
hear it,
indipendence!
am i part of it?

Totally confused
lyk a condom mis-used
facilitating,
yet not acknowledged
fought for it,,
yet holding reservations,
Home?
can i really call it?

Where do i stand
,when u say i am not you
and they say i am not them?
and when they kill me
you pretend not to see
why feed me?
only to be killed
instead of ensuring am not enslaved?

my heart pounds in anger over u motherland ,
hands shake, blood boils,
houses burn, souls crushed.
blood quenches the soils.
hushed, the voice of the homeless people hushed..

Dont praise my persitance,
Support me,
Dont make fancy speeches
make a move,
show me where u stand..
to determine WHERE I STAND!